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I hate this feeling of depression.
Do you ever feel empty?
Do you ever feel lonely?
Being held so tight by love and affection and yet...
feeling free and deadly
like you could be consumed at any moment?
Do you ever feel like there is nothing?
Even with the person you love the most....
don't you ever wonder why they can't fix the emptiness?
do you ever feel life passing you by?
do you ever feel like you shouldn't be who you are?
i feel so empty
so alone
so desolate
so broken
so sorry
so sad
so.............. trapped?
within your own mind?
your own anger
you own pain
yet there is a sea of people around you
do you ever want to bask in the abyss that is your own misery?
i do... i want to bleed
i want to feel the pain
i want to cry
i want to feel
i dont want emptiness
i want
i want so much
yet there is so little
emo