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My downfall, my world, my only light.
I know this girl, whose name is mariposa She is not your typical girl, she is completely weird most of the times, and has completely different feelings. Her way of act makes me feel so different towards her. Everytime i think about her i think i will die. The fact that i keep thinking about her makes me think i'm too obsessed over this one girl. I love her, i can't just take her out of my mind from time to time, because i want to remember her. I believe in nothing else then wanting to become dark, completely uncaring so you wont suffer, but the fact that i love this girl it makes me think i will always suffer.
Knowing that she can't be mine makes me even feel worse. The only way i am happy is if i talk to her, tell her how much i care. When i look at her, i want her in my arms, to hold her, protect her, touch her. I want her to be mine. If anything bad were to happen to her i woul kill myself, i would even blame myself, because i want to protect her and if i don't then i would consider myself a jerk, and worthless. If i see her again i will give her a rose and give her a big hug, telling her i love her and that i can't live without her.
I love you. And that will never change.
~DARKANGEL~
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My Will
"Quietly awakening... I always, always wish that these fleeting thoughts would reach you... Unable to move forward across "just a little more" distance The way I see before me is always blocked Every time the days I want to see you but can't pile up, My strong heartbeat turns into heartbreak. If there is such a thing as "eternity," I want to believe, even if I have to take the long way. Although I know that I've been hurt before because I'm clumsy I won't stop; I won't give in to anyone. I think of you and that alone is enough to make the tears start to flow now I always, always wish that these fleeting thoughts would reach you... I've known all too well about pretending to be strong. But since then, my doubts have vanished. There's definitely things I want to show you And so many words I want to hear I want to see all sides of you, when you laugh and cry So I'll stop waiting and seize my "chance." I think of you, and I feel like that alone is enough to make my heart grow stronger. I always, always wish that these fleeting thoughts would reach you... I think of you and that alone is enough to make the tears start to flow now My distant voice can't reach you now, but so that someday it definitely will... Believe."
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Song Of Truth
"The crimson-stained sun
has illuminated everything; now and the past
is what i have imagined within this twilight
more than my own hands can accomplish?
please teach me how to live
a little more vulnerably than i do now
won't you taint me just a little?
that way, even if i get hurt
and lose everything around me
this song of truth will flow through my heart
this dispute will probably go on
about that which is most precious
i've become a rebel, i've overlooked things
even the gentle smiles of strangers
if eternity knows what manner of darkness
and when pain will vanish,
then that way, you shall taint me
i looked always to yesterday, to the castles in the sky
when will i be able to follow them?
this song of truth shall be my guide
if eternity knows what manner of darkness
and when pain will vanish,
this song of truth will flow through my heart
now, please, taint me just a little
please, just taint me, only a little
this song of truth shall be my guide"
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