I know this girl, whose name is mariposa She is not your typical girl, she is completely weird most of the times, and has completely different feelings. Her way of act makes me feel so different towards her. Everytime i think about her i think i will die. The fact that i keep thinking about her makes me think i'm too obsessed over this one girl. I love her, i can't just take her out of my mind from time to time, because i want to remember her. I believe in nothing else then wanting to become dark, completely uncaring so you wont suffer, but the fact that i love this girl it makes me think i will always suffer.
Knowing that she can't be mine makes me even feel worse. The only way i am happy is if i talk to her, tell her how much i care. When i look at her, i want her in my arms, to hold her, protect her, touch her. I want her to be mine. If anything bad were to happen to her i woul kill myself, i would even blame myself, because i want to protect her and if i don't then i would consider myself a jerk, and worthless. If i see her again i will give her a rose and give her a big hug, telling her i love her and that i can't live without her.
I love you. And that will never change.
~DARKANGEL~
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