Ok, so you know how I just wrote that other entry? About being all confused and all? Well Writing down my feelings like that made me feel so much better. Like a weight was lifted from my chest. So I had my graduation party yesterday, and it was so nice having my family/family friends there to celebrate with me.
To get to the point, I no longer felt depressed or tied down, or anything. I think that I was mostly missing being liked and all that comes with it. Today I found out that this one guy prolly likes me and it made me so happy, cause I've been secfetly crushing on him for quite a few months. I wasn't sure if I could truley like someone again, but just thinking that he may like me puts the biggest smile on my face and makes me so happy. He's older then me, so I allways thought he'd think I was too young, but he's apperently been thinking that I thought that he was too old! but now I'm just super happy.
Happy untill I just realized that Ihave work tomorrow....ugh. I have to get up at 8:45, so If I don't get to bed, I'll be dead tomorrow.
Atomic_Muffins · Mon Jul 02, 2007 @ 04:06am · 0 Comments |