Hey everybody!
I am finally back from my daily life to actually type something in my journal for once. I havent been on Gaia for a long time. I guess I'm just a really busy person and now once in a lifetime I can get the chance to go online and chat with people. ((not like I don't want toT-T))
Anyway Meghan has gotten back from Costa Rica!! YAY! Everything else is going great. Tennis is doing really well. I have a doubles partner.((Jess Peacosh)). It has snowed a bit which makes everyone happier about skiing. I myself am going skiing tommorow with amber. That is if the weather is good or not. If not then me and her will just hang out or something. Dont know. Meg, well she drag me into joining soccer with her. So after spring break we have practice on Tuesday and Thursday for soccer, not only that Monday and Wednesday I have tennis. All practices are from 3:30 to 5:00. and usually on Friday I work at the Elks Bowling Alley. So busy week for me. Thank god soccer is just a short season. Not even two months. I hope I can be Goaly!! -^^-
Anyway moving on. Yesterday was the last day of school before spring break. Everybody, I mean everybody was extremely moody and for christ's sake I felt like I should go buy a big bottle of Midal and give it to everyone. Even the teachers were totaly and completely out of it. It drove me crazy. Around lunch hour I got this massive headache. Jess G. was mad at Kristen for asking the capital of Japan and Jess thought it was some sort of joke but it wasnt so I attempted to explain that to her but no she has to be stubborn and not listen for she is most likely afraid of her mistake. But whatever she is always like that. On top of that, my headache was still pounding and just before P.E. Jess peacosh was like I havent talked to you all day your so quiet. My responce "I just didnt feel like talking to anybody" then the next thing you hear is Jess G and Jess P talking right behind my back (literlay she was standing behind me) is whispers and I saw them point and me and snicker and talk about me.
"HELLO IM NOT DEAF IM STANDING LESS THAN A FOOT AWAY FROM YOU!!!" I felt like saying that but I decided not to.
But since I was quiet on Friday everybody asumes that I'm mad at them. OH MY GOD! Why do they automatically asume something like that. Everybody has their bad days and well can't I have one too?!?!?! Not everything has to be happy and jolly about my life. Wait it never really is.
Well the headache and the whole everybody thinking I'm mad at them is only part of my bad quietness on Friday. I had learned just the other night that my Aunt has cancer and Jinny who is my cousin but more like a sister to me has Chronic Depression. So when I told Kimmy that's what Jinny had she was all like you know that is a desease its not just something you can cure over night. Im like yes yes I know. I know every possible dam thing that you can know about it. Im not stupid you know. That shut her up.
And well Jess and the others except Britt and Amanda S all evil btiches towards me. OHWELL thatst their life not mine.
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