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I feel.... Different. Reborn, kinda. I went to a good friend's house and found who I really am. I now see the evil ones in my life, and those who will stay close and at my side. I feel.... GREAT!!! The best I've felt in forever. I've went to my friend's house, hung out, and then came home and listened to AFI the rest of the day. My past friends I now I see are a thing of the past(duh), and most of the were wretched idiots, stupid wastes of time, and no good, lying whores/man-whores. It may seem harsh, yes, but they dragged me down with them, along with all those I was dear to, many of those sad souls who became just like them I had to cut loose. This may sound mean and cruel to do to friends.... But they weren't real friends. They pushed and kicked at me, treating me like dirt. They deserve what life throws their way, and I will no longer be shield to buffer their pride. i'm moving on to a new song, and those who grab at my feet will just be crushed beneath me as I move forward in triumph.
Today was good and I want all days from now on to feel this way, so all who try to crush me, a warning:

Though you see my failing,
You feel me slip,
You see the tears start,
And my blood may run,
But what you must know,
Is that I enjoy these releases,
Nothing feels better than to cry,
Or to bleed away my sorrow,
I will no longer cringe,
Not another flinch,
I will seek that which I need,
What I seek desperately,
The love of another human,
And the warmth of success,
Your shadows fade from me,
And MY darkness grows.