(sorry for any bad language later on. I'm just typing what i remember. I went to a New Years party at an old family friend's house, which is a boat. I hate New Years. I don't know why but i realised the reason last night. My New Years of Hell. It all started out alright. Dad alittle reluctant to go but we did anyways. I met a new girl. Lets call her E. She's cool. She likes playing guitar and loves anime and manga like me. Everything was good. E and i traded tips on drawing and she played guitar for us. People danced and trampled me in the process, but i didn't mind. People got alittle drunk and spilled afew glasses of wine. I was offered a glass of champagne but the taste discusts me so i turned it down. Then another offer came and it spilled on me causing me to smell like a drunkard the rest of the night. Everything was fine. H and M were the owners of the boat. They have a small dog. It's a Shitzu. H works really hard on his boat. M works hard to keep her guests and H happy. H's boss was there. I will just call her C. And E and her dad, S, brought C there. Sorry for the E,C,S,M,H. But i want to keep their names out of it. C had been drunk since before she arrived at the party and couldn't keep her footing striaght. She broke afew things and spilled quite abit of wine. Right when E,C and S were about to leave, C thought she forgot something within her drunkeness. They searched around for a bit for her supposed glasses she had left there and the purse she had never actually brought. I stood outside with my dad and E. I think S was out there too. You could hear C was knocking alot of things over. Right then, We heard H start to yell. It was completely out of character for him. "GET OUT OF MY HOUSE YOU DRUNK! GET OUT!" I looked inside. And behold what did my eyes see, but H, the one i used to think was near pure, with malice in his eyes. Almost as if he lost all sense of soul and was replaced with a demon almost ready to kill. He kept screaming for her to get out of his house. M came up to him and tried to calm him down. She swiped at his face but missed. "OH, DON'T YOU--" he said and swiped at her twice but missed both times. He tried to force C out of the small boathouse. He pushed her and she fell at my dad's feet. M tried to stop him, but he backed away from her. It was too much for me to watch. I did not want to taint my mind with such horrors if something were to happen. I walked to the end of the dock and stood by E. Apparently mom jumped between M and H to stop them. H still yelled "GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!!". Dad went in and H realised what was happening to him so he jumped out of his boat. He approached S, E and I and told them that they are good people but that S had a bad woman. "... She's not my woman...?" replied S. Then H said that she wasn't good anyways.H then carried on, "This is my boat! this is my house! And she's making a mess of it! she's breaking things and i have to clean it up! This is sh*t! she's sh*t!! This is my boat! it's all i have..." his face turned sad. That is when i realised how much H had gone through in all those years living on the boat. And tiredly he said "this all f--sh*t... and now M is saying I'M sh*t! This is all f*cking sh*t! ...sh*t."He turned around and cursed as he walked off down the dock. C was so drunk that she said she didn't have her keys. We told her several times she was holding them though. THey left. Dad and i went inside. M and mom were the only ones left. "I dont' understand!! And all he does is walk walk walk forever walking for hours and hours." M said through her sobs. Mom explained to her that H was getting violent and if she hadn't jumped between them that he would have beaten her. M sobbed more. She was reluctant though and through harsh tears said "But i would just hit back and he knows i would! i know how to deal with it. i always took the beating for my mother when i was a kid. My father would get mad but i would take it. I would just hit back" i looked at her and without thinking i blurted out "but M! he's a man!" although it wasn't clear i was trying to tell her that she wouldn't stand a chance in a fight against him. he was almost 1.5 feet taller than her and more muscular. She didn't believe me. Don't get me wrong. M is not a bad person. just... confused. "No i will hit him back." that is when i realised what i had said earlier to E, "M may be sensitive, but she's strong" It hit me like a brick. But she still woulnd't have stood a chance against him.. not unless she was trained. but she wasn't. Mom kept asking her what she thought Love was. Mom said there is no love if there was no justice. And i thought 'Love does not use fists or words of hatred'. I now have a more willing notion to never fall in love more than ever. If this is what happens in love then i don't want it. I will have to stay a heartbreaker the rest of my life. I am sorry to all of those who i turn down but it is my way. Anyways. After a long time of talking to M we left. we were worried that H would come back and they would argue but we told her not to argue with him at that moment. She was worried about him but we told her to get some sleep and then were on our way. We haven't heard from them yet. I hope they are okay. Finally i don't have to hate New Years so much anymore... it's over... finally.
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