Why why why? The past three days STRAIGHT i have been in a fight with David about some stupid thing or another.....
and its making me sick, litteraly. I have been getting so stressed out because of fighting with him that i have lost my apitite entirly and i have barely eaten anythign all day. When i do eat something i feel sick....
The only reason i did eat today is because i knew he would want me to...and right now i feel even sicker and almost like i am going to vomit up what food i did manage to eat...
But no matter what, i am not going to bail on this. we will learn, i love him so much i can barely belive it....we were patchign things up and i ....just did something to piss him off somemore.....i feel so shitty. But i love him, and damnit i am still going to meet him next month, and i know i will be so happy....
i think we both need a breather though....i love him so much i don't want to ******** thing sup with him, and i am afraid that i already have....
 HatsuharuRocks · Sun Dec 31, 2006 @ 05:45am · 0 Comments |
