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Oh the decisions! I have to decide between going to the sand dunes for a week (18th through the 25th) or seeing a ZZtop concert with my mom, and seeing my love.
My uncle bothered my grandpa to take us to the sand dunes with him because he knew we have been wanting to go for a long time. So, i'm kind of obliged to go. (which i don't mind! i've have been hoping to get to go for years!!)
But the problem is, that on the 18th is a family reunion i was hoping to get to go to and take Dave with me so he can meet more of my family...and on the 25th is a concert i really want to go to with my mom.
...now...the concert...i can manage without. But if it is at all possible, i will do whatever to get to see Dave.
So first off, i need to find out if i can work something out so that he can go with me on the 18th. Because if he can't then there is no point in worrying about it, i'll just miss the reunion and head down to Oregon or wherever my grandpa is taking us. (me and my sister) But right now he is camping...so i might not even get to talk to him until the 13th...
But if we can work something out with him....then i definatly want to do it. But then i miss my ride down to the dunes....UNLESS i can get my Grandpa to wait one more day and go down there on the 19th....or if my uncle can get some days off work and take us down there later on a friday and we can stay for just a few days to see if we like it. Though i would really like to stay the whole week...
But if neither of those can happen....i think i have to put out the idea of getting to see Dave on the 18th...(and that takes out the 25th too, which is the next saturday....) which leaves seeing him on September first....almost a month since we will have last seen each other....
So this whole thing sucks. >.< and i have no idea what time we will be back on the 25th....if it is early enough, and the concert is late enough, i can still go to that with mom. But that isn't my major concern.....
So right now i need to figure out what the situation with Dave is, if i can do that...then i can figure out the rest from there....but if he can't make it, then i know what i am doing. I'm going to the sand rails for the full week.
(i really wish i could just take him with me....<33 a whole week camping with Dave and my grandparents [whom i don't really care too much for right now...] but there is no way in hell my mom would allow that ^_^; plus, then Sammy wouldn't want to go, and i know she needs to get out of the house to do something. So the choice there between her and Dave wins out on her half, i think she needs to get out more than Dave and i need to see each other. D=< i will MAKE her have fun! MUAHAHAHAH!)
So! there is a little update on how life is....
Oh yeah! and i got to drag Dave with me to a different family reunion (for my mom's side, the one coming up is for my dad's side...) last Sunday. We had a lot of fun. He'd been gone with his mom for two weeks, so my communication with him had been limited. And i had REALLY been missing him. So she dropped him off at my house at 9AM on Sunday morning instead of up at his dad's house. And we had about two or three hours to lay and cuddle on my bed. ^_^ which was nice. And then we headed out. It was about a 2 hour car ride up to the reunion site. ^_^; long drive, but again, i was cuddling with Dave in the backseat. He was amazed to find out that i can squirt water out from underneath my tongue...he thought it was the weirdest thing. I've been able to do it for years o_O i didn't know it was anything special. But apparently he had never seen anyone do that before...
Then we got to the reunion. ^_^ we had clam chowder and laid out blankets to sit on. =( he found he had put his swim trunks in the wrong bag and it had went back with his mom instead of coming with him. So we played Frisbee and cuddled and talked a little. ^_^;; it was so funny when one of my relatives goes up to him and says "Oh! i haven't seen you in forever!" and he mutters to me "thats because you've never met me before" and we just kinda broke out laughing.
At one point while we were laying down and talking, i was playing with his necklace and i said it looked cool and that i liked it ^_^; meaning to complement him on it...but then he took it off, and told me he wanted me to wear it, and to never take it off. It felt weird at first, because it is a really heavy chain, and i am used to lighter ones. so now he has my necklace, and i have his. =3 Honestly, i never want to have the necklace that i gave him back. =( because it would mean really bad things. ^_^; though i do still miss it a bit. It was one of my favorite necklaces. =3 which is why i am glad he has it. And it means a lot to me that he hasn't ever taken it off. ^_^ **now done with the necklace rant**
We ended up eating a shizload of food (or at least i did.....some grapes, some fried chicken, some clam chowder, some lasagna, watermelon, pineapple, cantelope...mmmm so much yummy foods XD ) And i scratched his back alot and petted his hair....Then we found someone who had a spare pair of swimtrunnks that looked his size!!! =D So we went and jumped in the lake XD
I was standing there and i wasn't sure if i wanted to jump in or not....=D and then i just did it XD I get kinda pussied out like that sometimes and i don't know why. Its one of these Nike moments. >=P JUST DO IT! The water was nice, a little cold, but not really too bad. So then we just jumped off the dock a bunch of times ^_^ And tried to find a good place under the dock to just sit and make out =P
And then at one point, he threw an innertube at me, trying to ring it over my head XD but it just hit me instead. So then i got up in that and he saw there was room for another XD he jumped in and dove under and popped up in the tube with me ^////^
It was fun, and kinda funny. We played around a bit and then we tried to kick the innertube in a circkle so we would spin...but it wasn't working, so i did the one thing where you twist your body XD and you sipn around really fast, but i ran into him so i could only go so far. XD so then i went the other way. It was like being a washing machine agitator XD it was so silly and fun XD. And then at another point, He was sitting up on the edge of the tube, and i was still down, so i started spinning us around and around now that he wasn't in the way XD and it was so fun! We got really dizzy and laughed XP
At one point or another, something happened and i got water up my nose >.< and it buuuuurned like water does XD But yeah, we only maybe got to spend 15 or 20 minutes in the lake before my Dad wanted to go home, so we had to get out. I really wish we had been able to start swimming sooner ^_^; So we dried off a bit and he changed fist D=< and he stole something of mine. lol XD but thats okay, because it was really funny. So i changed and said my goodbye's to all the relatives i wouldn't see again for another year. Then we hiked up the big hill back to the cars.
=( we had about an hour together in the car before we got to his house. (it was on the way home, which is why this whole thing actually worked out...) We spent most of it cuddling in the back, and then making out thourally. It was really something i liked. We hadn't really had the time to kiss like that before...it was REALLY nice.It really took kissing to a new level for me. Before i thought it was just okay, but now its something i really like ^_^ ...and...really miss....So, when we got to his house i was doing the bladder full dance and had to go inside because i knew i wasn't going to make it home XD i had to wait for him to figure out how to get in because the front door was locked. Then i had to say my final goodbye's to him, quickly...much too quickly. But i had to go. I got my one final kiss and had to get back out to the car. ^_^; wouldn't want mom and dad to think we were doing anything. D= i hate that. If i have to go pee, they time me i swear! and if i take too long, they give me the eye! the one that says "what have you been up too?" PEEING! LOL! i peed and then i kissed him goodbye XD is that a crime now?!
I just find that whole thing funny. =3
So yeah, we had lots of fun, and i can't wait to see him again sometime....
who wouldn't want to see THIS sexy beast?
(heeheehee....he is even wearing the necklace i gave him almost 7 months ago on our first date....he says he hasn't ever taken it off ^_^)
Sorry that was such a long read! ^_^;; Love you all!
~Sarah
 HatsuharuRocks · Sat Aug 11, 2007 @ 11:21pm · 1 Comments |
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