07. I’ll be with Robert….If only in my dreams
It’s somewhat odd that the only time I’m ever with Robert; he is always in my dreams and always on my mind. If Robert and all of my stuff were here, I wouldn’t give a rat’s a** about mom or dad anymore. What they were doing is wrong. It makes me happy to be with Robert in my dreams… But it makes me incredibly sad when I wake up and realize I can’t see him every day…
God, please watch over Robert in my absence, please give him strength and knowledge and wisdom to see the truth through all the lies and to do well in what ever he does. Please give him a best friend to rely on and seek comfort in.
As soon as I finished typing that, there was a small racket, I think that’s God’s indirect way of my prayer saying that he had answered, or at least acknowledged that he will be watching my dearest little brother.
In one dream Robert told me that he was faking everything for mom & dad and realizes that I’ll always love him near and far… Please let this be true….
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