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I really hate what has happened between me and Kate,
O.k. to start off with, ever since I moved to Uganda(I know, what a random place to go but it's only for my gap year then heading back to scotland on August 18th) my relationship with her has been a bit rocky, when she's hyper/happy it makes my day's bearable out here but more recently it has been hard. I love Kate and it makes me really sad to think that I don't care about her. The fact is, I always think about her and I'm typing this just after reading 1 pm which kinda says that I'm deeply avoiding her, though, I'm a good 12 or 13 hours away time wise. It's really hard because the time when she is online, I'm teaching 2 classes. I just feel really bad for Kate, having to put up with me, on top of that, I don't think she knows how much she means to me.

I mis you Kate, that will never change and I will always care about you, no matter what happens.