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Life is a bitter hell and we the pawns of its game,
I have been stabed too many times,
Yet here I am, bleeding from a fresh wound,
I long for the pain to stop,
But every time it hits me I devour it,
Feeding it to my soul in order to live,
Love intertwined my heart so tightly,
That if someone struck at its foundation,
It would take me down into darkness with it,
Now I sit, all but broken,
Staring at words I refuse to believe,
My heart stabbed a thousand times,
My mind smashed one million,
Thoughts scatter, hopes shatter,
I call to you for help, you answered,
Then slipped past me several times,
And poured out to others your feelings,
Leaving me deserted, confused, all but insane,
I realize what you do, and refuse to hate you,
I watched you start this, and refused to stop you,
You begged me for death, and I refused to let you die,
Now I sit, swimming in despair,
Refusing to see the horrid truth,
Help me make it go away,
Someone take my hand,
And pull me from this nightmare,
For I can not stand it anymore!