I'm losing my mind. I'm going to go insane if something doesn't happen. I'm getting close to the end of my rope, if nothing happens, then I will probably end up something that either I'll end up regretting, or I won't live to regret. Both of the people I love tell me I have a heart for two people, but each one is hurt because I share it. I don't know what to do. My family can't help, no one has given advice that can end this quicker, and a decision will hurt someone more. I don't want either to back down, because that would hurt me, and in turn, cause them both pain. I want it all to end. The pain, the torment, life itself. I feel like I'd be better off dead.
I don't want your pity. I don't want to hear you bitching about how your life is so much worse. I just want someone who can give me help that would work. That's all I ask for, yet if God has His way, odds are, I won't get it.
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Just keep going on the way you are right now. I don't know any of these people, but you must only be in your mid-teens. People branch out, and are very emotional and complicated at this age. I'm soon one of them will find someone else they love, and you'll be left with the one leftover. ^_^ I've never been in any situation like this, just to let ya know. Sorry if thsi sounds in any way offending.