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Life is hell. I've been slowly dieing on the inside, my soul has been decomposing slowly on the inside. I just don't know what to do anymore. I've made a huge mistake, and now I'm going to have my heart torn out and ripped in two. I fell in love with someone, and then they dissappeared on me for a while. I thought they had forgotten me. In their absence, I fell in love with another, and I had pushed my love for the first deep inside me. Now, she came back. She never forgot about me, and the love for her still dwells within me. Now I have to make a choice. I love them both equally, and I don't want to hurt either of them... But right now, I'm the one being hurt. My parents can't help, my friend's can't help, counselors can't help... I'm walking alone on a path of razors, waiting for myself to end up bleeding to death, then letting my body be shredded as it falls atop the blades that cut me deep.

If you think you can help, if you care, or just want to spare pity on my God-forsaken self, then go ahead and reply. If you're going to flame and whine about how much worse your life is, I don't want to hear it...