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sometimes, i feel so (?) i could just die. its like this (?) that makes me feel so full and heavy, but so empty. it feels like its in my lungs, making every breath labored and drowned. this feeling -(?)- is one ive lived with for awhile. its been a leech, sucking the very life from my pores.not even the loudest music can drown it out. nothing can make it go away unless i (!!!) myself. but it has to scar. if it doesnt...did i really even feel (?) to begin with?

this is something i wrote to tell others that its okay not to know how youre feeling, or how to put it into words. it happens.