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So I’m gonna be living at Sabrina’s house for a while. I’m not sure for how long...I’m probably gonna be moving out of my house but I need time to figure out where it is I can live. I don't have a lot of money and therefore I won't be able to rent a very good apartment. Anyways long story short, I ended up calling the police to file assault charges against my brother. The police said they couldn't do anything because he was my brother and no one would believe me over him. They were going to arrest him but they said that they would need to arrest me to because I hit him when it wasn't in self-defense (he had my mom on the ground pounding the s**t outta her, what was I supposed to do? just let him keep beating her?). The police told me that it wasn't healthy for me to live there anymore and I needed to get out. They gave me a bunch of numbers to phone that may be able to help me (i.e. lend me money, help with food etc...). The only way I would go back is if they kicked my brother out, or gave me the basement to live in so I wouldn't have to be around them. My dad wants to kick my brother out but my mom (for some reason) doesn't want to (even though he abuses her). My parents said that they'd lend me money for an apartment and help me out whenever they could, which is good, cus I don't want to have to work the rest of my life just to support myself (I want to go to university and get a degree and start a career). So ya...I’m so lost now, I have no idea what's gonna happen. All I know is that if I’m near my brother I’ll probably end up killing him. Hopefully her parents will let me stay here for a week or so, I haven't asked them yet, and I don't want to tell them what happened. Hopefully they won't notice me being here


anyways I should go, I’m at Sab's house and it's kinda rude of me to be on the computer when I’m her guest
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