Well i got into bit of a fight with my best friend in front of her boyfriend... and managed to make her upset. I don't even remember why i got upset with her. I get how he feels, but he doesn't know her like I do. And I dunno i think i might have made it seem worse then it was. Or at least then what I was intending. anyways i ened up hurting her.. how it was possible i was a bit suprised. Though for once that i've ever remembered, she apologized. We are cool. Though I was still talking to her boyfriend and iw as explaining to him how i felt and where i was coming from. and it got a bit silent and i didn't know weither he was busy or reading, and it just got that it went all or i felt he was like whatever switching subjects. I realize things like that happen. So i was geting pissed off and when i said that he just says k god night which pissed me even more off.. and o go fine then. he says he's depressed so me being and glad that when things like this happen and I end up wanting to help them out i cool off. anyways he was depressed cause his best bud who he hates with a passion signed on and was talking to his girlfriend. But oh well.
Anyways I really miss my Teddie TwT I haven't talked to him for two days. well the day before yesterday I got to talk to him for like two minutes worth -sighs- ..-huggles her imagenary stuff animal- to lazy to grab one. -sighs- I wish I could see him more often. I be even happy to see him just twice a week. However that may never happen until i'm graduated from high-school.
 Rikku42 · Fri Jun 30, 2006 @ 11:41am · 0 Comments |
