I have come to terms with the concept that all things do end. All friends leave and Everyone lies. Once you stop being useful to someone they abandon you. Once you are no longer oozing positivity and joy and happiness they will turn their backs and leave. I tried to take down my walls and show a few people my true heart still bleeding and beaten and they only added more wounds. They left like I had expected. It hurts.. Come back... please come back... please.... I'm sorry... I'll put my mask of joy back on just please come back.. .. I cry to deafened ears.... You wont come back. None of you will come back.. So why should I keep living?
I don't want to move forwards anymore... I want to stop moving...I'd like to stop...I'm going to stop...No one needs me anymore, I am no longer useful to anyone...
Until Later... -Lue
Lucifer Knightroad · Mon Jun 26, 2017 @ 01:46am · 0 Comments |