So I finally finished page 4 of my comic, I started mapping out page 5 but i lost the muse part way through. Now i'm just doing the construction lines for my brothers thumbnails for his youtube vids and maybe i might hit the construction lines for some other stuff too. I don't know.
I haven't really spoken to anyone today. I'm noticing im slipping back into isolation, and this time it sort of hurts more than before because at least before I had Taylor there but now... Even she is gone ^^;.. Eh.. Such is life i suppose.
I'm not really overly sad today, but neither am I happy. I'm just in the middle, a weird state of numbness that can be tilted either way but is presently perfectly balanced. I know not what to do or how to do it but i'd like to get out of this limbo.
Does anyone read these? Does anyone gain anything from these? hm.. If anyone really does read these then i just want you to say to me at some point ' Tiger lily'. Just ' tiger lily' So I know someone is reading these. If not then this was a silly thing to say and i don't mind being silly for myself.
I feel like i'm the least important person to those i know and it hurts. but. Can't do much to change that so i'll just keep walking forwards. S'all i can do. World keeps turning, life keeps moving, I will just stay in stride with the flow of time.
Thats all for today folks. Until later -Lue
Lucifer Knightroad · Wed Jun 14, 2017 @ 04:18am · 0 Comments |