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i can feel my heartbeat, but it's not my own
i can think my thoughts but they're not alone
i can feel his presence watching over me
never really knowing what life could really be

robbed of a soul that will never grow up
replaced by a person who knows he's not enough
oh what you could have been and could have done
to think my parents were robbed of their perfect son

i don't know why these things occur
i'd like to blame god but i'm not completely sure
this sick and churning feelings that i swear aren't mine
i'm honestly just living through what i call borrowed time

i'm sorry that i've let you down, you must be ashamed
and honestly i understand because i feel the same
if i could trade place with you i wouldn't hesitate
until we meet in person i'll curse my ******** fate