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if i'm not awake by two
don't bother waking me
if you haven't got a clue
i won't give a ********, you see?

i will lock myself in my room
your knock haunting
eat a bag full of shrooms
now the walls taunt me

i don't want to stay inside here
there's a world out there, so let's switch gears
if i start now maybe i can take control of my life
but i'm really too scared... so i don't even try

if i'm ignoring someone like you
go ahead, blame yourself
i'm so tired of what you do
you're so bad for my health

i will go outside
and maybe light up a joint
you can go run and hide
but honestly, what's the point?

i don't want to have to face any of my fears
but my dreams are slowly dying if they stay locked here
i want to pave my own road in this game called life
or at least get ahead so i don't ever have to try