Well my previous entries are sure depressing.
as a near year update i'll share some stuff i suppose.
I am still in love with my ex. Yet I can't bring myself to get up and move from iowa because I dont want to hurt those here I care for. I really need to get out into the world and experience more things. I quit my terrible job and have been jobless and enjoying it on and off for the past 5 months.
I am trying to improve myself tho. I am keeping very busy despite being unemployed, but i need to decide what to do soon i think. I dont want to be stuck here forever. while driving back to iowa my 2mo vacation from iowa, i felt a sense of impending dread from possibly becoming stuck here again as i have been for the 2 years since graduating.
I was right tho, but i could change it all if i could just put my big girl pants on and be more direct.
being an adult sucks.
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