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I felt like i was dreaming that whole time i was with you this morning; i couldnt even talk. And now, im thinking, that was real, hes back you kissed him and held his hand and everything, hes back! I laughed and begun to cry. Im do stupid ^^; ugh.
And now, all i want is to be with you, to be the first person to be with you. But thats not happening. I dont even get a whole day with you, probably not even till 3 days after youre back. Sadface sad and i asked my mom if i could go to your place after work tomorrow. Gues what she said. Guess.
"why?"
WHY. Really. Why. Oh, well maybe because i didnt even get to talk to him, maybe because i didnt get any alone time to actually talk with him, to cry, to actually even hug him. Or, maybe its because i havent see him in almost a ear and i just want to be with him?! Dont even ask me a question like that. Dont even.