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Today was rather mundane. I must admit this is not entirely unwanted, especially after all the drama yesterday. Valencia seems better now. She is my twin, but I believe I must be more demon than her. She is gentle and respects all life. I can't help but question my own motives. I want to make England a better place, but in the process I have become a criminal myself. I can't help but wonder of the families of my victims. It is hard to tell if anyone is proud of what I do, since it is considered rude to speak ill of the deceased and many of my victim's illegal actions were never brought out into the open. I believe Sebastian is already getting suspicious of me. I wash myself thoroughly, but his demon sense is stronger than mine. Perhaps he can detect the minute amount of blood on me. If so he does not seem to want to take any action against me.

I have decided to put off my little 'hobby' for a while, as Christmas is only two days away. Sebastian has me working like a fiend. I do not mind house chores, but I am sure he is doing it to try and irritate me. He has been doing that a lot lately. I believe it is because he is secretly a touch jealous of me. My cooking skills may have surpassed his. I am half-human and understand human tastes, whereas he does not. He even had to bring up Grell Sutcliff again. He knows it bothers me. Alice also suggested there was some sort of "romantic tension" between us. I am not attracted to men. Not even in the least.

I am not entirely sure why I am so fond of the Red-Headed maniac, but he is rather interesting. I do not mind him being around, even when he is irritating. He accompanies me to my 'murder' scenes as he was apparently assigned to reap the souls. I am pretty sure he demanded to be assigned this. He would also make a great ally, although he does not aid me in my 'hobby'. I would not wish him to do so. I have met his superior, William T. Spears a few times. That fellow is quite stern and must not like me. He would probably demote Grell if the shinigami did help out. I seem to be writing quite a bit about him, but I suppose it is because he has such a strong personality. I better not start to talk about him for such an extended time or else it will appear that we have some sort of relationship. We do not.