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	Best night ever?
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Today, I think it may have been the best day yet that I've ever had. Today I probably learned a little bit about vunerability. I told a friend the complete truth about how I felt and he gave me a blunt truth, which it hurt. Eventually though he eased up after we fought and things became better. Next an old friend started talking with me but that really became nothing special. Just a big blow up sicne he called me a whore. Next I made myself completely vunerable with my ex. To my surprise he still likes me aafter all the crappy stuff that I did. For a brief moment he made me feel on top of the world by just simply kissing me. But what tore me down is him asking to be just fwb. I know it may be only three days I have to wait for a definent answer but, it just kinda hurt me to know that I worked on putting myself out there and he wants to be fwb till he decides what he wants. It'll be 2011 before I hear his decision, Till then I'll be a bundle of nerves. Shortstopkate · Thu Dec 30, 2010 @ 05:21am · 0 Comments


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