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hmm... well thursday was okay went over to my friends house for lunch, me james and annie, (went to james house) -_- he was evil he un did my bra twice that day, he was doing that to me and annie XD funny cause it was probally pay back for us trying to attack him with snow... it was annie's idea to put snow down his pants i just stepped slightly out of the room >.> -cough- but yeah XD i was rocking in Ping pong i got good amount of points going agianst two people and i suck but then i start losing -crys- lol oh well i had fun XD but it was so clod being in my shorts and tank top outside in the snow o.0 but lol XD i got funny reactions but i then changed into my jeans. Alysson (grade 11) helped me hooke my bra back up when at jame's house... bugger he was... i wasn't feeling up to it cause one i had cold hands and they were a bit numb so it would be hard to do it up >< lol
anyways friday i was alone at school T__T all my friends weren't around, annie was needing to stay home and james he wasn't feeling well, though i went over to annie's cause she had invited me XD i brought chocolate cheese puffs and 2litres of coke XD we got suger high a bit and was playing on her X-box, and freaky thing we were gonna ask james to bring her x-box back and he never phoned but showed up with the x-box o.0 freaky man freaky, though funny XD we played CONKERS! fun fun! game ^___^ hehe. we went to the mall XD never ever give me any sort of amount of expresso o_O we found out it affects me more then a vanilla bean frapichino(sp)
we were all like blah T__T james seemed sad and then annie was sad cause of that and also cause of the sugar rush we had earlyer and also cause james was saying random things that was bothering her... i was still bouncy but a lil sad cause they were, he was just really tired and cause of his dad yelling at him. but we looked at the pets ^__^ so cute, then we seperated i went and was getting a pen and a book while they looked in future shop, then we came out and o.0 i found out info i didn't want to so yeah >< not so bad but still not needed to know lol
he had a mini gun XD and shot it made loud bangs o.o which were startling.
then we went back to annies, oh but i bought this soft black scarf XD so purdy and soft and on sale for 5$ XD hehe
The night sky was so pretty outside it made me sad cause i wished for my teddy to be with me looking up at it... they were a bit tormenting -.- evil buggers
well i was trying to be alone at times and they were still sorting things out and did and i just look so depress... and i was sad and depressed but i was trying to be alone and do that so that they didn't go with me on the feeling ><. james fell down the side of a small hill cliff >< silly person lol it was sort of funny but still it was pitch dark ... they threw snow at me when i was trying to be alone -_- i got james back XD cause when i moved i was looking at the open forest bit o.0 i was fine at first not scared but i thought i saw somet hings moving though the wind was pretty harsh, but i think my mind was playing with me.. i backed up but suddenly felt a bit more warmth and it was pretty damn cold out, i felt the presence of my teddy with me (he's alive >< just to mention) but i just felt as if he was holding me close to him. I was a bit more happy but wished he was really there with me. James decided to sneak up behind me i knew he was coming but pretended i didn't i was going to kick him but knew he would see that coming so i elbowed him XD he deserved it lol, that was a good shot i sort of hurt myself >< and him a bit, but you don't do that to a depress person like me self XD lol, anyways we went inside and played a few games and talked, but for some odd reason i felt really sick and passing out like but a bit later it passed XD tickling people is fun. Though i went back into my depress stage but was less i just wanted to think about my love and just snuggle him in my mind ^_^;;. soon i had to leave and drove james home, he said he could walked but annie, her mom, my mom and myself insisted he get a ride home and my mom offered. then i stayed up till five in the morning and onloy got five hours of sleep.. oh well XD
Saturday, did alot of cleaning and talking to people. Went to visit my grandmother in the hospital. Then went to rogers to get a movie XD got "guess who" lol funny movie o.0 though weird thing happened, a friend of mine who i haven't seen for almost three years now saw me in rogers and came in and said hi to me ... i looked at him and thought ... i know him why oh my god it's daminon(sp >< never could spell his name)... he was happy to see me o.0 and when we were younger he was nice but also mean to me as well, though like mom said he had no one to show off to, still o.0 he came inside just to see me ... freaky and weird ... sort of XD lol
my mom and i were talking and i said how weird that was and she said that it was cause he liked me, but i don't remember him liking me or at least more then just a friend, though she said i told her he did...
though now that i think of it i only remember him liking christy (girl at my school), i know i had a huge crush on him so much i mixed love and just a big crush with it -sighs- o.O i still think it was wierd
his voice has changed to become a bit deeper XD lol, he still looks the same and
i will agree like i bet many girls have thought he is very hot
but i like my teddy's looks better (-clings to the stuff teddy that her teddy gave her-) now i miss my teddy even more >< -sniffles-
but yeah many people hate daminon and i did cause i mean my friends who knew what the bad things he did cause what he did to there friends and them... though i have compassion for him and yesterday i can't help but stick up for him if some one rags on him -sighs- ><
Today being sunday was boring, i got up earlyish, have been cleaning and still am, i was watching high school musical! very good movie ^___^ i likey. but a last i must go make pasta XD for din dins! -still waiting to hear from her best friend- she said she phone meh T___T maybeh i should phone her..... lil later i think
anyways updation will be later ^___^
 Rikku42 · Mon Mar 13, 2006 @ 01:26am · 1 Comments |
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