One hates me
one doesn't want my help
one is in pain
one wants to love
one wants no love
one loves me
one loves me more
one is tired of being used
one wants to be used
some are nutral
some don't give a ********
I love them all
all 'cept one
that one is the furthest away
that one
is
me
I fell so damn shitty, useless, helpless....hell, amung other things. Things aren't too good at this point. I don't know what the ******** to do.
MY WILL
I wake from my sleep and face the day,
But I have to hope to reach you someday,
I cannot go on take other steps,
'cause my way's not easy to go.
No, even I do really wanna see you,
I need to take my time,
Spend some days alone, being be myself, will be all I do
If, does exist an everlasting love in which I could believe,
I got hurt because, I was very awkward
Know it but I don't want no losing, no!
Thinking of you made me cry, so my eyes
They were filled with tears and all I got
Is my will to be with you again.
Thinking of you made cry, so many times
The only thing left in this song was you
And I have my will to be with you someday...
...interesting...how this relates to my current state of mind.
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