Okay so, I have taken a huge break from my computer in general. I was very sick of it PLUS there was not too much for me to blog on. Me and my girlfriend have been having some struggles it seems but I am trying real hard to juggle everything in my life at once. The once very good thing that happened in the past week or so is......I GOT ACCEPTED TO COLLEGE. Although I only got accepted for business and not police foundations, thats still okay. I have found that I tend to do very well in business compared to other things. I already have a few fresh business ideas in my head that can jump start my life and get everything on the right track. I am hoping things will work out for me in a positive manner and I will become a successful man. I have so many things to handle in my life right now and I don't have much help with any of it from anyone...I try not to discuss my issues with other people because well all they can say is...hey...not my problem buddy. I am trying to do litteraly 6 things at once every single day if its from booking appointments with my counclor or booking appointments at the dentists office. I also have plenty of other things that I must handle on a daily basis which is very hard to do with a full day. Hell I'm growing up too fast, but now that I KNOW I will be successful in my life...I am sort of looking forward to see how everything turns out. I am also trying to lose weight and will keep posting on the journals how much i weigh. I am currently 253 Lbs. I know...It's bad but thats why I am working on it. I also made a goal...or a promise rather. If I can`t bring my weight down to under 200 then...I will most likely commit suicide. I have my reasons for setting that goal fo myself and I don`t think it should matter to people if they don`t know.
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Luke. J. Hollis.
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