Alright, so my friend Devaughn told me something that really no fourteen year old wants to be told. He told me that he loved me. The first time he did it, I took it seriously and he was all like no, only as a friend. All was well and good for a while. Then one day he said it again and he was dead up serious about it. Like he really meant that he felt strond emothions in his heart for. He's a good friend of mine, so I don't want to hurt him, but I really don't want to date him either. That would mean that this guy I'm seeing means nothing to me even though he does. And then on top of all that it's my friend Lamar,who I loved and always will. So I really feel like I'm lying to all of them and that then they would probably be all like why are you trying to play me? I' not. I care about them all and having them all over the board trying to keep this one from that one is really frustrating. Another thing, he said he might want to marry me one day. Why? I'm physically, emotionally, and mentally abusive. Okay so it's not really as bad as it sounds but still. I'm fourteen!!!!!!!!!!! No way should this be allowed to happen to young people.
 Midnight Magdeline · Tue Oct 20, 2009 @ 01:42am · 0 Comments |
