I looked to the sky
only to see,
that nothing was real,
not even me.
I didn't know yet
but I would soon come to find,
that in this past nighttime,
I had just died.
if only I were able
to speak my mind to others,
maybe I'd still be alive,
but maybe I'd be covered.
Would my mother have cared more?
Would my sister run?
Why should i keep questioning?
Maybe death is fun!
I bet there is more to this
than just being alone,
I should go find others like me,
others that are done.
But looking around,
there's nothing to see,
but where still
my body would be.
That alone makes me stop,
and I wonder aloud,
"Where could that light be?
the one from the clouds?"
And though there is no light,
an angel appears,
in a white satin gown,
looking only 12 years.
She looked at me and smiled,
her face really glowing,
and told me with caring,
"It's time to get going."
I had no idea,
for what this entailed,
except that I made it,
I really hadn't failed.
I earned my own set
of beautiful wings,
but unlike this angel,
I flew with unease.
What could come next?
Will I meet the true God?
But just as I questioned,
she came to a stop.
"Dear girl you're now admitted,
God gives you his blessing,
now you need a name,
something you find fitting."
I thought and I thought,
and then came the epiphany,
"I'll live forever won't I?
I'll live for Eternity."
The angel agreed
and with a wave of her hand,
before me stood God,
that which is greater than man.
From then on forward,
I have slowly lost all memory,
of the me before now,
the me before Eternity.
So don't ask me now,
who I had once been
nothing lies in my memory,
nothing but Eien.
