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Love Dosen't Hurt
Everyone says love hurts, but that isnt true. Lonliness hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in realitly love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that doesn't hurt.
Only You
Through good times and bad after all we've been through, during the moments I had nothing I always had you,from disputes of unhappiness,between laughter and tears,spreading smiles while conquering fears. No one could ever replace the space in my heart for you.
Nobody
I'm living in a crap filled world with nobody by my side to make it better.
If You Love It, Let It Go
If you love something, let it go.
If it comes back, it's yours.
If it dosen't, it never was.
Happy
When I was 5 years old, my mom always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I was 11 and I went to school one day, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down "happy." They told me I didn't understand the assignment and I told them they didn't understand life.
Online
Every time you sign online, my heart skips a beat. or two.
Excuse
If you really want to do something, you'll find a way. If you don't you'll find an excuse.
Heart
I kept it well guarded and did my best to protect it. You still managed to steal it though. Then you broke it. But I still think you have the right to keep it.
Other Guys
Yeah, I talk to other guys. I laugh with other guys. I hug other guys. It dosen't make me a whore. And none of them will ever mean as much to me as you do.
Forget
It's hard to forget someone that you'll always remember.
Argue Back
I would never call you out on lieing about loving me, for fear you wouldn't argue back.
Profile
Isn't it funny how every girls profile is about that one guy...
How I am
Love me without any fear and trust me without wondering. Love me without restrictions and want me without demand. Accept me how I am.
Rainbow
Everyone wants to be happy. Nobody wants to be in pain. But you can't have a rainbow without any rain.
Rainbow Veins
Cheer up and dry your damp eyes, and tell me when it rains. And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins. Cuz' your heart has a lack of color, and we should have known. That we'd grow up sooner or later. Cuz' we wasted all out free time alone.
Saltwater Room
To my motion fatigue: farewell
With your ear to a seashell
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside the saltwater room
Wish We'd Fall In Love - Saltwater Room
Time together is just never quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time
Makeup
Pretty smiles and makeup hide so much these days.
A Lonley Semptember
Tryin' to think of something to do. Tryin' to think of something, anything just to keep me from thinking of you. But you know it's not working out 'cause you're all that's on my mind. One thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind.
Suicidal Test Flight
It hurts. You feel sorrow. Then depression. You feel betrayed. You feel hate. But through it all you feel love. You feel your broken heart. You just want to STOP feeling. So you decide to take a test flight. You jump of your balcony and smile for the first time before you hit the street. You failed the test flight. Failed life...
Buru Hairu
Sometimes things just don't go right and I say...Buru hairu
So Close, So Far
I'm so close to you I can feel your breath.
Your here next to me all the time.I see you here, we laugh and talk. You are so close and yet so far.
Never Alone
I'm there when you need me. I'm there night and day.I'm always here. You can always come and I will be here. You can always call and I will be there. Just believe in me...Your not alone. Your never alone.
Stay With Me
Sitting in the pure white room your breathing stays slow. The heart monitors beeps start to fade away to a straight buzzing sound. The sound is pearcing to my ears... You can't be gone. You can't be. I plead to your unmoving body. Your heart stopped your breathing died down to nothing. I pleaded to your unliving body...'Stay with me...Stay with me. Oh God please stay with me! I love you so please...Stay with me.' I whispered the last part and I sobbed into your chest...No heart beat... Then there was a beep...another...continuous. I could feel your heart beeting in your chest. You called my name softly. 'Never leave me' I spoke to you... ' Stay with me' you spoke. And I complied as you did when I called out to you the same way you just had to me.
Sadness Mixes
Hurt. Heart-Broken. Crushed. Betrayed...All theses things can be labeled as sadness. It
mixes into a group that many girls share. But we are strong we don't let you see the
sadness that we keep inside us. We use anger in it's place whenever we are with you...
When you think about this mix of words you really truly can feel the sadness that is inside a girl's heart... Your heart... My heart. Because you were the one who decided to break it.
If You Look
If you look inside a girl's heart, you'll see how much she really cares, secrets and lies, but most of all you'll see how she stays strong when nothings right and everything's wrong.
Belive it or Not...
You can believe me or you can not. But it's the truth what I am about to say... You, dear
boy...Have killed a girl crushed her heart and left her there to die painfully with a
broken heart. She can never love again. Do you say your not guilty? My dear boy you
haven't learned yet. That girl, you told her that it was time to 'take a break' or you need
to ' break up'. Anything along those lines my dear boy. You have killed another girl...
Another one who will be without love. Like me when I was a young girl and you were the one who broke my heart...
Our Last Words
Why weren't your last words 'I love you'?
Why weren't my last words 'I need you'?
Why were our hearts both stomped on?
We were thinking that the other was cheating but it was not true. It was a lie. A rumor.
But words couldn't keep us together because our last words were just a goodbye.
Poem of my Soul
If you could read the poem of my soul tears would fall from your eyes.
If you could read that poem then you would know what has happened and why I am sad.
If you could read the poem in my soul you would know all the wrong things you have
done to me. All the lies you have told and that I have known. All the pain behind my
anger. All the times my heart has been taken by you. And all the times you have thrown it
away. Because my soul is very hard to find then I guess you can't read that poem. So I guess
I must tell you myself and this time you will be hurt instead of me.
When You Leave
When you leave I won't cry from sadness.
When you come back there won't be tears of joy. When you come back saying 'I love you' do
you think I will care? I always cared. But you never did. But now... Maybe it's your turn
to care and my turn to leave. But I still care, I know. I want to show you how much I
still want you. But you don't deserve me they all say that. But I think you deserve love.
Dosen't everyone. I know I do. So my dear boy won't you love me. And then came the fatefull
day. And on that day we finally BOTH said 'I do.'
My Dear
Don't I write these poems for you. When I think about you don't I say it all. Don't I my
dear? Do you have the key to my heart? I'm sure I gave to you a long time ago. But
have you used it yet? No. When will you use it? To open my heart. I ask this question
to you in a poem but I only hope I may publish it. So you may read it...So the whole world
may read it. Because my love is just as great as the world my dear.
Love's End
If I said I love you would my pain end? Would I have you? Would you love me back? If I
asked you what would you say? If I asked you if you loved me tell me please... What would
you say? No. Yes. Maybe...? But how could you love me? I'm just you mechanic... But won't
you be my mechanic? I know youre looking at this poem and that line of YOU becoming MY mechanic. But I don't need you for any automail or anything like that. I need you to repair something valubale. Please fix my heart. Fix it so this love will finally end...
So I can finally be at peace. Love me or make it end.
Key
This key is a very important one so keep it close at all times.
Never let anyone else hold it.
The key, why is it so important? It belongs to me. So keep it safe.
Why did I give it to you? Because what's mine is yours.
What is the key to? My heart, silly!
Truth
Tell me the truth.
Are you my best friend? Yes.
Will you do everything for me? Of course.
Will you stay by my side through thick and thin? Yes.
Will there be times when we fight? Probably.
Will we make up? Maybe.
Will you come to love me one day? Maybe...
Maybe's don't cover anything. They aren't yes or no. I want the truth. What are you looking at me like that for? I just want the truth. Nothing more.
Happy
You make me happy. Whether you know it or not.
You make me happy. That's what I said from the start.
I am so happy, knowing you are the one that I want for the rest of my days.
For the rest of my days.
Through all of my days.
Strawberry Avalanche
If you were a beautiful sound in the echos all around
Then I'd be your harmony.
And we'd sing along with the clouds, beneath the candy-coated clouds
A strawberry avalanche, please crash over me.
Dark
Like a whisper in the dark you find me.
Dreaming
They say that if you dream about someone
They're dreaming about you too
Well you're going to be dreaming of me for a long time.
38/100 ( This is gonna' kill me)