okay alot has happened and then again i guess not!lol
okay i got out or christmas break on the 16! i found my math book... omg i have been needing it x.x
i got my report card on the fifteenth i got good marks some higher then i thought like socials i thought i was failing but i got a C yes it isn't the best grade but it's waaaay better then i thinking i'm getting an F plus i have mr. carloson who use to work as a prison guard o.o scary man scary!lol he's also nice!
i think about saturday i went to shadow's house ^__^ what did we do... uh well my teddy came over alot ^_^ -huggles him- i love the teddy he gave me!! so cuddly
i got this pillow from my other friend butter_ball who is shadow's sis. awsome pillow it has Jack sparrow and will turner ^_^ 4laugh
i stayed till about tuesday or wensday, then i went home to help my mom out with stuff... needed to get ready for christmas day! was going over to shadow's uncles place for christmas dinner... yummy turkey though evil thing T__T tryed to kill me when i was eating it... revenge it wanted on me for my mom and i had to get it onto a plater to cut it it seemed not to like that we won lol
-insainty of making things up had occure at that time- i made a salad and cookies but that was on christmas morning...
i had to wrap all the presents except mine x.x i don't know but i find fun in doing that o.0 weird i know. on christmas i went to shadow's uncles with my mom my nanny and well my dog as well! so much fun... got this blingin clock XD before all that in the moring i got my new mp3 player yay >w<! i got some clothing i love the jeans ... a few nick and nacks a movie and chocolates!... (now back to the dinner) i had needed revenge on the turkey so i devoured my helpings XD, i also got from grandad and his girlfriend kath. was a 3D puzzle pirate ship o.o soo cool it glows in the dark thoguh evil thing! i think some of the pieces are missing or being so mean and hiding on me T__T i think i lost a few though none fell out after i opened it and i never really lifted open the box -shrugs- i talked to my friend james lol fun, he asked me if i wanted to do stuff but i was possibly going to shadows for a few days and i did end up going so i said i would on wensday... but about around midnight (didn't find out till tuesday ruffly) on christmas my house had caught on fire with my mom grandma and dog inside (cat as well but he was outside i think). my mom went downstairs an smelt smoke so she went into the basement but nothing then into the rec room which is near the front door and two beams on this one wall was one fire causing the wall to glow green and orange my mother freaked calling to my grandma that the house was on fire my grandmother as my mom quoted "i never seen her run so fast in my life" well they got out.. when i was at shadows there mom and dad said emergancy needing to clean their rooms i stayed on the computer for some reason, and they actually were told that my house caught on fire and i wasn't to know until it was a good time to. boxing day was fun i got sort of lost in the mall with so many people (i got seperated from shadow and butter_ball) but i caght up with them, lol i got a new shirt that shadow bought me for christmas XD skull pirate woot ^__^ she got some new army style stuff and butter_ball got some "blingin" new clothes.lol
later i talked with my teddy shadow actually really wanted to see him i was suprised and so was he.. we met at the park and hanged before i tihnk coming back to the house like usuall... due to my house caught on fire i am staying with shadow same with my mom.. my uncle took my grandma over to the island... stupid relitaves... they keep attacking my mom and being mean to her... so my mom said i might be moving from vancouver and i had a choice of where i am staying now (but in a diff house/apartment) or some where in vancouver... i just about went nutts in my mind i couldn't decied... all my closes friends that i finally was able to make in grade eight were there... but my love and best friend/sister was out here... i decided to move out here in abbostford... but i appreantly not moving.. james was sad.. i think it was more cause annie (his gf) was so long and i had to cancel our hanging out time cause i was out here in abb. even if it was a hard disscion i ended up wanting to change it and move but ya never know in the next year i could move... james didn't like the fact of me moving, i was like "aaww" cause i thought that sweet, but it was weird what he called me"my rikku"was what he said with something else ... but least i can make him happy and not move ^_^ lol.
one of the times that was hanging with my teddy i ended up making him sad, i felt so bad i didn't know what was wrong and it worried me, i'm glad he told me what was wrong i comforted him with hugs and kisses. though the first day after christmas that we hung out... he saw a side of me i never wanted him to see... my dad was frustrated and phoned me to help him with his computer and was getting mad at me... he said something and i hung up on him realizing my joke but thatit was gonna get me into alot of trouble and it did... he yelled at me called me some things saying he was going to disown me basicly and that am i saying this and i was trying to get off the phone cause my teddy was having to leave i wasn't able to say good bye cause of my stupid father.... (mother and father are divorcing)
i was so upset cause of the fight and him just taking things and won't listen to me cause i'm just a little fifteen year old teenager... i was on the ground crying and trying to hold my self back from tryin to destroy anything, butter_ball came and hugged me trying to get me to become happy or at least less sad... i sort of was in to much of a bad state... i got over it but when shadow came down and said my love was gone i wasn't happy anymore she tryed keeping him as long as possible but it wasn't long enough i thanked her for trying but it was nothing anyone could do. then i phoned him back and he said he was talking to my mom saying that she was teaching him to listen to me more but he never did... i was crying and uncle pat tryed to comfort me but waited more til after the phone call... my dad said i was or would or could grow up to be a bossy controlling b***h from hell... i hated that he said that... and i can be bossy and controlling and so can any one but i was afriad i do that to my teddy and lose him... it shattered me and i was holding the couch... lots of what my dad said wasn't nice , i admit i wasn't so nice but i wasn't as bad and some things that just pissed me off was he just yelling at me and being so mean... uncle pat comforted me telling me it wasn't my fault.. though i thought it was even my teddy told me it wasn't ... i still felt like it... but before when auntie julie was talking to me on the phone (damn she is good at making people feel better even if it's not the nicest way or she just was trying to get me to calm down since i was being resistnig) she told me about us on the highway when we got stuck... i laughed it was a good time even if it was scary as well lol(more funny then scary)
in yesterday or the day before it was raining, shadow and i went up to the park even though it was wet out but we said we would meet teddy there.. i agree with shadow he was the smart a** because he stayed in the house. lol he did try calling but never left a message since no one picked up the phone... we stayed in the rain for about a half hour.. then i called though we ended up going to his house for a lil... when we left they offered us a ride back but we said no thanks we wanted to walk... we sort of jay walked and as we just get back on the other side of the street i see the van and his sister waved at us... i waved back but then me and shadow broke out laughing and blushing that was completly embarresing but funny... then we just cleaned afterwards x.x blah
today in the 29, i didn't go to bed till five since me and butter_ball were watching a movie (cinderella story) i was about to cry cause chad was crying and it was an awsome movie!! even if i'm not a hilliary duff fan
we made spicy meat balls at three XD it was fun >.> auntie julie wasn't exactly happy but she admitted the meat balls were yummy ^__________^
me and shadow took my dog jeb and her dog lola for a walk and since i saw war of the worlds we saw this orange spot in the dark sky like int he movie we freaked a lil laughing a bit... but then i got dragged up theses stairs that go up to the next street my dog stops and looks hard into this yard i didn't bother looking i was to scared so i ran back down with my dog... we ran home lol
then shadow and i made dinner! we got complements since it was really good very spicy meat but addicting man!... i get to see my teddy tomorrow ^__^ lol
glad i took my shower a day early cause XD!! i always say to myself when i'm out here and if we are gonna hang out "one of these days he's gonna come over and i will be just stepping out of my shower and will just freak a bit suprised to see him so soon" lol sweatdrop
i still have the mark on my neck that he gave me a few days ago >.> lol
i hope it doesn't get sad like last time... though that was my fault i some how started it >< i don't know exactly how i just did... but all ish good ^___^
wow this is long anyways i got to get back to my book drawing and caroling lol...
TILL NEXT TIME!
 Rikku42 · Fri Dec 30, 2005 @ 10:32am · 0 Comments |
