Well jsut read my cuddlybears.......James's journal entry.....well..i guess if he decides to elave me all my nightmares for the past five months will come true. All my work to get him is worthless nao. I'm just here to say that if he does leave me that Im going to say my final goodbyes cuz i made a decision sorry if i spelled that wrong i dont rlly care at the moment, i decided that if he left me id die. Such a stupid thought to think we'd last forever. Me and my fantasies I jsut cant believe its finally happening/.... my death is jsut....I...ive never rlly been scared of death till it came the time that i could possibly rlly kill myself. Now i...im trying to thjink of things...fawk ive never had my first kiss prom and ive never completed jjunior high school. Not even become a teen eyt. OMG WHY ME! Why'd me soul have to meet the most perfect thing created. I dont diserve to die but im going to. I never diserved him from the start im sorry it had to end like this. I always knew though id probably end up dying sooner thewn my time because of this. My probably last tip to you all, Love is deadly dont go to far with it before you have to. Goodbye.....maybe forever. If i dont make any more journal entires im dead. Im sorry i truly am. But hes whats keeping me alive..... GOODBYE TO EVERYONE THAT KEPT ME ALIVE THIS FAR....I wish that....it ended someway different....but it didnt....today might be my last day...i had a horrible life... goodbye to all the people i loved....cuddlybear...even dead and even if you dont love me anymore....im telling you now...ILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!
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