okay ive calmed down imma stay alive i did some thinking and talk with a couple friends and i realized dying was jsut not the asnwer plus things with me and cuddlybear got fixed. Still though imagine this
Screaming at the sky while on your knees cursing the name of the Lord and that of your lover. Banging your arms on your head tears pouring crazy out of your face while anger also fills your heart no light is left only darkness.
Thats what Happened to me....it was horrible feelings all at once. I hope that never comes on again though sadly i made a rpomise that if he did leave me i would kill myself. That part is still true. Or maybe not lierally my soul would die but im pretty sure a living dead body would stay. though that would be messed up. A body with its soul dead....well....w/e......bye bye~
Ash The Tiger Community Member 
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