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Feeling so far away
distant from others
never feeling just
how much pain they feel
always wondering
never forgiving
Love and Hate
subside within me
releasing,
destroying,
never thinking
what it may do
destroying my body
trying to move forward
looking into my past
realizing
I broke myself
wondering why it went this way
asking questions
never answered
Distant from others
keeping away
never showing my feelings
hidden inside
Feeling saddened
breaking apart
never realizing
i'm hurting others
mistakes now and again
never learning
always hurting
never saving
always breaking
Alone is where my world should be
Lonely all that can see
Stuck in this place
looking for an exit
realizing
i trapped myself
in this ugly place
called my heart
Looking up
watching the stars
a nearby pedal falls
watching silently
knowing another toll has come into me
waking up later
never knowing what happened
finding blood strapped in me
I have hurt another