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suppose its not important eh?
Guilty
All this time

Breaking news, the waves seem so great

Medication gets stronger

Waiting eagerly

Searching for that answer

Another break down

Another time to fall

It all makes no sense

Another burst

Another painful time

Feeling guilty after all

Can this feeling continue to sway?

After all

The rain drowns out the sounds

Screaming again

Pain subsides for the moment

The surroundings change

People are hurt

Am i guilty again?

Memories don't remain

Looking back every day

Wondering how i became this way

Now i realize

The pain deep inside

I'm the cause

The regret never ends

It starts once again

Consciousness befalls me again

I cant hold it in

It hurts... No one seems to understand

Vision blurry

I've hurt someone again

Why do you shed tears for me?

I have no reason to be loved

The time for my sins gets closer

When will it all end?

Feeling my guilt pass me down

Have i done it again?

Will someone still love me?

Questions with no answers

Life passes by this way...




For those of you who were curious about how my epilepsy felt.
If you can understand this, we've related to each other a bit ^^





 
 
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