All this time
Breaking news, the waves seem so great
Medication gets stronger
Waiting eagerly
Searching for that answer
Another break down
Another time to fall
It all makes no sense
Another burst
Another painful time
Feeling guilty after all
Can this feeling continue to sway?
After all
The rain drowns out the sounds
Screaming again
Pain subsides for the moment
The surroundings change
People are hurt
Am i guilty again?
Memories don't remain
Looking back every day
Wondering how i became this way
Now i realize
The pain deep inside
I'm the cause
The regret never ends
It starts once again
Consciousness befalls me again
I cant hold it in
It hurts... No one seems to understand
Vision blurry
I've hurt someone again
Why do you shed tears for me?
I have no reason to be loved
The time for my sins gets closer
When will it all end?
Feeling my guilt pass me down
Have i done it again?
Will someone still love me?
Questions with no answers
Life passes by this way...
For those of you who were curious about how my epilepsy felt.
If you can understand this, we've related to each other a bit ^^
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suppose its not important eh?
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