1986-2009
I love u...im srry i didnt get the chance to tell u that...*sobz*
i allways loved u even if u were a pain in the nek.
Iv cryd over night thinking how im going to be aloine without you....
iv cryd thinking...theres no one onna be beside me......i havent told u yet but me and Kyle broke up..I know..
U allways trusted him and yet he allways said he faild me..but he dont know that i faild him every thing iv cased my self in too...he tuck it on on himself.
I blam ur death on my self my lovely sister.
Uv been there for me so manny times....and tet i never new that u were the clooses thing i ever had...and its just so hard to bealive ur gone for good.
I dono what to do....Iv lost so manny ppl....why dose god play me like a toy..Y did my xb ply me like a toy and used me but wen he ws bored with me he had to throgh me away..?y dose he use me for his umusment?
All i did before u left home was give u a hug....I should have told u to stay home ...BUT NO,I JUST HAD TO LET U GO DIDNT I!? ITS ALL MY FAULT!I WISH I WAS JUST AN ORDANARY GIL!I WISH I CAN LIVE A NORMAL LIFE LIKE MOST PPL!BUT I CANT! *sobs*I WISH I WAS A BETTER SISTER TO U,U DISERVD SO MUCH BETTER THEN ME!!!
IM SO SORRY!*cryz*
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