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I love my friends, I really do, but sometimes it hurts when they don't acknowledge me. I mean, if it only happened rarely then I'd be fine, but it happens a lot more than I'd care to say. I get that they have other friends too, that I can't be the center of attention at all times and I can't hog them to myself, but when they always put their other friends before me... it just really hurts. Just once I'd wish that they would listen to me first or do something I wanted to do rather than put their other friends first... Maybe I'm just being jealous and selfish, but all I know is that it really does hurt.
And there's this one girl at school that I can safely say pisses me off like no tomorrow. She's friends with some of my friends so there's nothing I can really do other than catching her in the act and snapping. I don't know what I've done to her, but she just seems to hate me! It's like she despises me! I must have gotten hit over the head and forgotten what I did, but why else would she dislike me so much? There was this one time when she was in a group with me and a few of my other friends and we were all standing in a little circle. Well she comes up behind me and literally shoves me out of the way! She sort of leaned against me on the side and pushed. I mean, I held my ground for as long as I could, but I didn't have good balance, so I snapped at her to stop and moved because I don't like to cause fights when there can be a peaceful solution that we can come to... Most of the times anyways. But I swear to God, the next time she does something like that I'm going to bite her head off!
 angels_dance · Mon Feb 09, 2009 @ 12:25am · 0 Comments |
