I sorta snuck out from the festivities, n came inside. 1-it's boring out there, 2- it's cold, n 3- the following.
Ok, so before i met yall, (even you Riley) I lived in Clearwater, you know, like 15 min away from the beach. I loved my life then...Really, really loved it. I thought Tampa was a dump, but really now, i'm right, stay in Clearwater a day, n coming HERE, a nightmare...So, I started school at Essrig, my favorite thing about it was the Smartboards-IN EVERY CLASSROOM!!!! biggrin , and my AGP class, especially my friends, plus Ms. Crites, and Ms. Favata(she left, *heartbroken* ). Most of my friends were from my neighborHOOD, n they went to Essrig too. So, they were my closest friends at the time, other than the AGP kids cuz my grade, was REALLY gender split, like at recess, the girls would play with the hoola-hooops, jumprope, n hop-scoth. The guys would play soccer, n sometimes football. I had more guy (SPACE) friends than girl (SPACE) friends. It was a ratio of 10 girls to 40 boys.
So, i rode the bus to school, and back. So all the kids at my stop were from my community They were the kids who were, how to explain...i know! They were the kids who would race each other on the road, when it was raining,in their socks before the bus came. Also, the ones who tried to climb up the side of the gate wall, n ended up brakin it. AND throwing paintballoons at people's houses. So, at the end of 5th grade, we were all pretty sure we were goin to Ben Hill, me included. At this point i didn't hang with them much, cuz i started to realize how stupid some of them could get to be. BUt i think the thing that ticked them off about me was that i didn't go to Ben Hill i didn't even know i wasn't going until a week before school was gonna start, n my parents applied for Williams on the deadline date, n I GOT IN burning_eyes
I mean, how is that possible?!?!?! Most people had to send in 2 or 3 applicatiions...SO, i think there kinda grrrr... at me cuz i didn't go to Williams, so now, i don't even talk to them. When i go for a walk n stuff, i try to go up to them, n say somethin, but then suddenly they're all in a hudle-ish formation, n they glare a tme, n i'm like, "let's wait until there are some witnesses" so i keep walkin. So it's the few times we get block parties, that i get in 5 ft proximacy of them...wait a moment
SORRY ABOUT THAT, BUT U PROBABLY DIDN'T NOTICE... I thought i heard footsteps, n whipsperin inside, so i went to lock the door, just incase... u neva kno.
So, i was outside, eatin a little food from who knows where. (As in i dunno the country, cuz it was too dark to see the little name plate at the bottom of the trays.) Then they started doin the glaring thingy n i came inside, cuz i thought that even with witnesses, a kid lifting out the marshmallow on fire, n 'accidently" hitting me with it would seem like an accident, or accidently poppin the blow house thing and it happening to fall ontop of me, or some other accidental stuff.
I'll probably have to go back outside now, but i'm gonna take a mini stapler in my pocket with me too, just in case. ninja
I'd LIKE to be friends again with them, but at the moment my life is a little more important, maybe i'll get to be their friend again someday. rolleyes i REALLY hope though, that they won't glare at me, so that i'll be able to talk to them...hopefully.
I need to ckeck that the stapler is loaded, ok it is!,
byez everybody!! i'll MOST LIKELY see you guyz on Monday.
Athevus Community Member 
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