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MORE THAN MEETS THE EYE
I AM A 15 YEAR OLD GIRL... FAILING A LOT OF CLASSES... AND IM NOT SURE Y... OTHER THAN IM REALLY LAZY... SO I NEVER DO MY HOMEWORK. HAHA.... BUT OK. IM REALLY SMART, AND I KNOW IT. I AM REALLY GOOD 2 REASONING.... I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ABLE TO MAKE MY POINT... AND I CAN USUALY GET WHAT I WANT, EVEN IF IT TAKES A BIT, I STILL GET IT. IM A FAST LEARNER.... IM JUST LAZY.... AND I UNDERSTAND MATH AND ENGLISH... MOST PEOPLE ARE ONLY GOOD @ ONE, BUT GEOM AND ADVANCED ENGLISH ARE BOTH REALLY FUN FOR ME. BUT... MOST PEOPLE ARENT REALLY @ MY LEVEL... AND ITS WEIRD FOR ME... THE ONLY GOOD CONVERSATIONS I CAN HAVE ARE WITH MY MOM AND MY TEACHERS... THEY CAN GIVE COUNTER ARGUMENTS, AND THEY LOVE TO HEAR MY POINT OF VIEW.... KIDS WILL LISTEN, BUT THEY USUALY TAKE MY SIDE, AND ARENT VERY GOOD WITH THINKING FOR THEM SELFS.... AND THAT REALLY ANNOYS ME. WHAT DO THEY DO ALL DAY? WHAT DO THEY DO WHEN THEY ARE SITTING LISTENING TO THEIR MUSIC ON THE BUS? ARE THEY THINKING LIKE I AM? ARE THEY THINKING ABOUT ALL THE THINGS THAT WE HAVE DONE TO THIS WORLD... ARE THE THINKING THAT THEY KILLED SOME PART OF THE BRAZIALLIAN RAINFORSET TO GET THAT HAMBURGER.... ITS AS IF ALL THE PEOPLE AROUND ME THINK ABOUT IS BOYS, AND VIDEO GAMES... AND MAKE UP... ARE THEY EVEN THINKING ABOUT WHERE THEIR MAKE UP COMES FROM? OR THE MONEY THEY ARE SPENDING? AND HOW MUCH MONEY IS OUT THERE... AND HOW THERE ARE COTTON PLANTS AND TREES DIEING? JUST SO THEY CAN PUT OILS ON THEIR FACES? AND ALL THE OIL THAT GOES INTO MAKEING THE PLASTIC THAT THEIR CHEEP BLACK GUNK COMES IN? AM I THE ONLY THINKING ONE LEFT? IF NOT... WHERE ARE THEY ALL? OR HAVE THEY NOT BEEN TRAINED TO HINK IM THE FIRST PLACE? I HATE WHEN PEOPLE SAY THAT THEY ARE BORED.... IT IS ONE OF MY PER PEVES... IF THEY ARE BORED THEY ARENT THINKING. THEY ARENT USEING THEIR MIND... AND IF THEY ARENT DOING THAT.... THEN WHAT ARE THEY HERE FOR? TO TAKE UP MORE SPACE AND POLUTE MORE ON THE EARTH? OH JOY... CUZ WE NEED MORE PEOPLE DOING THAT. REALLY. WHAT IS EVERY ONE DOING? Y ARENT THEY THINKING? SO MUCH WOULD BE DIFFERENT IF PEOPLE REALLY THOUGHT. IF PEOPLE TOOK THEIR OWN SIDES... OR OFFERED MORE FOR THE SIDE THEY ARE ON. I WISH SOME ONE COULD HELP THEM LOOK OUT SIDE THE LIFE THEY HAVE CREATED, AND THE WALL THEY BUILT WITH THEIR TECHNOLOGY. I WANT TO CREATE THINKERS... I WANT PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY ARE DOING... AND HOW EVERYTHING THEY DO HAS SOME EFFECT ON SOME ONE OR SOMETHING ELSE. WHEN THEY DRIVE TO WORK... THEY ARE HELPING SOME LITTLE BOY DIE OF ASTHMA THAT DAY. WHEN THEY THROW THEIR CIGGARET OUT THE WINDOW THEY ARE HELPING SOME BIRD DIE FROM EATING TRASH. WHEN THEY UNWRAP THAT CANDY BAR, THEY ARE INVESTING IN FAT, AND WHEN THEY THROW THAT TRASH ON THE FLOOR.... THEY ARE HELPING THE WORLD BECOME BROWN. THERE IS SO MUCH THAT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME... THERE IS SO MUCH TO THINK ABOUT AND DO... AND YET IM SURE NONE OF THE PEOPLE I AM AROUND EVER DO ANY OF THAT. AND THERE IS SO MUCH TO LEARN ABOUT PEOPLE, AND ABOUT THE THINGS AROUND ALL OF US.... THERE ARE SO MANY LIVES BEYOND THE ONES WE HAVE. EVERYTHING HAS ITS OWN LIFE, ITS OWN WAY OF SEEING THINGS, IN A WAY THAT MAKES SENCE TO THEM ALONE. AND NONE OF US CAN EVER SEE THROUGH THEIR EYES.....
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