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there has been so much going on in my life l8ly... paul and i broke up for sure. and my email got hacked. basicy... the life i had before is all gone. i think it was time for a change n e way. and my phone got lost @ comic-con... life has strange ways of making things change for you.

anyway... i have a new boyfriend... his name is Isaiah.... he is amazing... but im worried things will go too fast and then when they start to slow down they will crash... and he has had a hard life, but he has to much time and love to give me. he has everything he wants so i really dont c y he is wasteing his time with me.

things between paul and i have sucked. he has been trying to get me back... and when he saw that i really moved on he became an online slut. i understand he needs the attention... but i really think he should settle down. i was telling him the things that happen with me and izzy.... but he started getting weird and angry... so i cant tell him things n e more. so i guess i will have to keep things to myself and n e one who reads this journal. everyday i find myself wishing i was with him... and that really sux for me.... cuz i know i cant go back to paul. he will take me... but things just arent the same n e more. i have been with some one else.... and he is too free with his "love" now. i love paul... but things wouldnt work out. i would think about all the chicks he is talking to, and im a really jealous person. i want him to move on fast and stop rubbing it in my face.

i have become a model... haha, kinda. not really @ all.