Okay, I have to let you know.....not realy, but whatever.
I woke up from this dream today and I think it means something but I have no clue what, so maybe if i write about it I can hopefuly figure it out or someone will be able to to explain it. Okay this is how it goes.........
I'm kneeling in front of a deep muddy lake with a friend (which I'll call IR) and a person that I've never meet (we'll call him Bob. Nobady can go into the lake for some reason but IR has some sort of power that can let him dive into this lake, Bob has a submarine explorer thingy and I just can't go in but I'm there with them and I have a Spiro plushy heart (yes, spiro from the video games).
Something happens that makes Bob's submarine hit spiro into the muddy lake. eek Bob grabs a hold of the submarine and I'm leaning over trying to get spiro back but he's out of reach so I start to yell scream at IR to go after it, telling him "He's still visible. I can still see him. You can still get him" gonk . IR says something to the effect of "No. I told you this would happen. This will teach you a lesson". stare
I'm just sitting on the edge watching spiro sink deeper and deeper int the lake and all I can see is his head and his huge white eye. As it goes deeper it becomes more and more like a silhouette until I can't see it any more. cry
It moves from that to the office where i work, but it's different. The desk/counter is wider and I'm sitting on it with the souls of my feet touching each other. I'm crying so bad that my body is actually shaking (like from a dramatic movie were the wife just lost her beloved husband). I'm slowly getting control of myself and stop crying (this is were it gets weird for me), I look around and Dr Coax neutral (from scrubs) is standing there with IR, Bob and other people.
Coax gives me a furry dog thingy and tells me "Cheer up. That can replace spiro". The dog thingy is like a plastic furry thing that has glue on the head from where a top hat had been (how do I know it was a top hat, I don't know). I hold onto it and smile and say thank you but when I look at it I suddenly feel sad again and start to cry for spiro. I'm trying to fight it off a but I break and begin to ball again. Then Coax takes away the dog thingy but I don't care and I start saying that I want spiro. I want him back.
That's when I woke up and realized that I was crying and I felt really sad. I rolled over and went back to sleep and when I woke up again I went to work with IR. I told him about the story and I realized that thinking about spiro made me sad and teary eyed (this was about 740 am). I thought it was because it was still early and I really don't know how long I slept after I woke up from the dream. We made jokes that it probably means that he was going to dash my hopes and dreams but quit frankly I don't really have any hope for anything.
On our way back home (5 pm-ish) my mind drifted back to the dream and when i thought of the spiro plushy sinking I felt sad and teary eyed again. I actually wanted to cry there in the car.
So, What do you think about it?
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