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so this... like many other of my entrys is about Paul. ok... so as anyone would... i want to hang out with my boifriend over the weekend, and u know, i just wana be with him. and there is one thing keeping me from him. skool. our grades. its kinda ironic that the thing that brought us together is tearing us appart. i really dont care about grades, and that makes it kinda hard for me to get good one. cuz im mean, y try for something u dont care about? u know? but i do care about paul. and idk. i guess he wants good grades. its kinda hard to tell. i think he just wants them to come easy, and he doesnt want to have to work for them. for me the problem is i just hate doing homework. i think its pointless. if the teacher wanted me to do work, thats what class is for. not when i get home. that is me time. not skool time. i spend from 6-3 traveling to or being @ skool. im sick of it. 10 hours..... 10 whole hours. and they couldnt have me do work in 10 hours? really? thats dumb.

and u know what i really dont get about not seeing him?!?!?! he is allowed to go to another skool to learn japanese. if he isnt doing good in a regular english school. y would he pay to learn jamanese?!?!?!? i guess im just mad cuz i wanted to see him today, and i cant. cuz everything he is doing revolvs around that 4 hour class..... but i guess it kinda works out cuz both my rents are gone, and my mom wont be back until 12, and thats when he gets out.... but his mom said i cant come over. thats ok...... i can talk to him on the comp i guess. idk.... im just kinda a jelious b***h, and stuff. and i wish things were back to the way they used to be.