I just need to get some of this stuff out of me in a rant I can't help it. I need to do this even if no one listens, I don't care.
I guess when I learned what kuro said, I was really freaked,sad and pretty mad cause if he told me the day his friend told him, I wouldn't of tried anymore and it would have been a lot easier on me...I think..
he kept telling me I wasn't right for him, but he could have told me about her in between those times ya know?
oh well, all my hard work for nothing now. I wont find someone for so long now...I just wish I could know that somewhere out there theres someone for me, I know thats whats supposed to be, but what if this time something got messed up or I'm being punished for somethin in another life or something?
I'm craving affection right now I guess...
heh heh...that reminds me of a Yuki Kaijura song I like.
well, I might rant more later, but I'm not sure.
:EDIT:
okay, back to ranting, this is the actual thing I really meant to say here but I guess somehow I forgot:
I know kuromi will probably never look at this but,
Kuromi, ever since you seemed to like me back then I...I considered you my boyfriend, and I was thinking about you every day you were gone that time when you left for like 3 months I was afraid something happened to you..and now that you've come back and told me this...I kinda feel like I've been dumped...
but I know you have someone now and ..I want you to be happy.... so I hope you are....*sigh*..
 Elemental guardian Zaria · Tue Sep 16, 2008 @ 10:35pm · 0 Comments |
