getting worse as christmas comes closer.
I'm getting deeper into depression.
no has given me a hug that really means something in a loooong time... like most of the time its just a hug for no reason or whatever. I have issues. most of the time, to me, when people say they care or something, I don't really feel like they do, although no one has said that in a while either.
most of time, unless its someone I like, someone saying they care just doesn't count. I guess my brain associates it with the word love too much.damned issues.
so yeah most of the time when people hug me or say they care, I feel like they don't really care that much,or I do, and its just not enough for me..
ugh I feel so selfish sometimes... crying
I'm a terrible person.
alright well, bye........ emo
 Elemental guardian Zaria · Fri Dec 18, 2009 @ 08:05pm · 1 Comments |
