Aren't promises supposed to be kept. I can't stand it when people say they are going to do something and then they don't do it. I mean everyone has said that they would do something and then didn't do it, but when that person absolutely promises that they would do it and they don't do it, it really hurts. I know, I know.... it hurts when anyone does it, but lets just say for a second that the promise came from a mom or a dad, or just evn a friend. Then what? Would anything ever be the same? Would you still try to see the good in every single person instead of taking everything people say with a grain of salt from now on? Trust me it happens. No matter how many times you get lied too, you still try to see the good in every person, even in the person who lied to you. You wanna believe everything that they say, but you know that they will never come through. It's sickenin. You could possibly be the type of person who has a very strong conscience. You have to forgive people cause if you don't , you walk around wanting to feel anger and hurt, but yet you feel very guilty. You8 can't hole grudges against people can you? No matter if you say you will hate them for the rest of their lives, you have to forgive them. You end up hating yourselfe don't you? Your suddenly get caught in a see of emotions. Happy, Sad, Angry, Hatred, Love (personally I hate this emtion, but I still feel it for people. I never feel loved even though people tell me taht they love me. I hate it and it makes me sick to my stomach.), Joy, and any other emotion that you can come up with. They you end up like me. You never know what to feel. Every time someone shares a secret with people other than you, you feel like they are talking about you. People who don't hang with you suddenly seem like they hate you, even if they are you friends. So many things that used to have no meaning to you suddenly seem like the whole world has turned against you. You know what I'm typing about don't you? Yea, you do. You know you do..
The totally insane,
Midnight Magdeline
 Midnight Magdeline · Wed Jun 11, 2008 @ 11:51pm · 1 Comments |
