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Yesterday, I was out doing stuff (General "keep busy" tasks) and When I got home, there was a message from the lady at my company's insurance provider. NEVER a good sign. The fact that I had seen their rehab specialist the week before to establish if/when I might be able to work ( My opinion? Never!) didn't help the situation. I spent a nervous night worrying about all sorts of possible outcomes (cancellation of benefits, immidiate full time RTW, whatever) because I do not trust insurance companies. They don't care about clients, only the bottom line. So, with my heart in my mouth, I called her at 08:30 this morning, fearing the worst ( I'm like that, since I don't always "feel sick" I worry that others may interpret that as my long term illness as faking it, which it definately is NOT)

Turns out that she had sent me another set of forms to fill out and they were returned to her, I said I never got them, so she reconfirmed my home address, which was correct, and said she would re-mail them. Nothing more. My BP is still through the roof and I can still feel a tightness in my chest. At least I'm breathing normally again smile