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Now I have vacations, but am I so happy as I think I would be on it? Don't think so. The weather is very hot. And hotter, and hotter, and hotter et cetera. That's not funny. I like when the weather is a little colder. I like clouds and rain. And so one and so one. I was on camp (I don't know name of it, but "camp" is the best word, which I can find). It was pretty cool and I want go there next year. In the same pleace. Nevermind. I love people from it (without maximum 5 persons). There was totaly ... Hm? heart heart heart

I will go to Croatia this year. With my parents and my younger sister. I know very well that it will be cool, cause Croatia is pretty country, but I think that my sister ... No comments. She's so... hm... stupid? Yeah. I don't know why, but I don't like her very much. >_< Just a child - my parents say. stressed

I'm afriad of my new school. Without any reason. New people. I know there only five or six people. (Nevermind about it, that I like three only sweatdrop ). Maybe it's stupid, but yes, I'm afraid of it.

I saw house, which could be mine. I saw tree, which could be mine. I saw grass, which could be mine. I saw it all. I saw it far from city, far from people. And I love this pleace. And I want live there. Far from city, from road, from shops. Far from cywilization. I... I want it. I want ... WANT! heart My parents said that it all could be mine. We could build house. Only ours. We could. But will we do it? Don't think so. Sadly...

Where are my friends when I need them all? Will anybody hug me? will...?

Moon is behind clouds. Maybe it will rain tomorrow? Don't think so. Hope is only an illusion. I'll go to bed. I'm so tired. So sadd...