I hate listening to this s**t from him. He's a total b*****d to his family but when he gets on the goddamn game and talks to his girlfriend who Linda he's just the nicest and sweetest man on the face of the ******** planet! He talks to her like she is just this fragile little thing that could break if he yelled at her but as soon as he gets off the game he screams and yells at us.
He's cheating on my mom and my mom doesn't care. I can't say I care that he's cheating, because if it doesn't hurt my mom, it doesn't hurt me but what I can't stand is how he treats his girlfriend and saves all this niceness up for her and just screws his family over. I want to break his goddamn headphone and beat his face in!
I HATE HIM! I want to kill him so badly. Sometimes....it makes me want to cry because I just can't seem to understand what we did wrong... what we did to make him hate us this badly. It didn't use to be this way...but I was a little kid then. I didn't know the difference between good and teetering on the edge of insanity. But now I do...and I know that it wasn't as good as it seemed back then.
According to my mother, my dad has cheated on her before. She can't afford divorce and he couldn't afford child support even if they had a divorce. I know a lot of kids don't like divorce but honestly...when it happens I'm looking forward to it. Because it's not the cheating that gets to my mom...it's the fact that he's a total a*****e to his children but he's such a sweet guy to a woman he's never even ******** met.
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