It feels so weird sometimes to the point where I just can't stand it. I want one thing, but it's like........society just pulls me another. The people I hang around are just these upbeat, happy, bubbly people. I feel nothing like that. It's like, I have to act happy, but I'm not happy. I never get to really show how I feel because something just won't let me. I never get to shed the tears I cry behind these brown eyes. Something inside of me just wants to love everything and then again another side of me just wants to murder everything moving. Life is so stressing at times. Like right now. I hope when I go to high school, I get to choose how I lie with. I want to live with mey mother because she would except me for the way I am, but my dad just wants to make me the way he wants to make me. I dont' like people trying to change me. Let me be please. This side of me I just want to give in too. It just seems so hard at times.
Midnigt Magdeline
 Midnight Magdeline · Sun Mar 09, 2008 @ 02:12am · 0 Comments |
